I have had so much heartbreak and grief. I am completing my journey. I have been just been wanting to be loved me whole life. I am fully capable of having my way. I am being practical about something, I just want to have what I want in my life. I am going to let him go. There is nothing that he wants from me. I am moving forward and growing. I want him to change but I don't think he will. Should I move on? I miss him so much. He was my best friend. I had to do what I had to do. I couldn't put up with the games anymore. Oh well, nothing I can do about what happened.
A little bit about me, my name is Jyll . I live in Columbia, Illinois. I am eighteen years old. My birthday is October 31, 1991; don't forget. I'm Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobic , which means fear of big words, ironic . I can speak fluent Spanish. Some of my favorites are the color orange, the number 23, the author James Frey, traveling, and so much more. I moved out of my parents’ house in April and moved into my own house. I love it, but sometimes it’s hard to get by but I’ll make it. I drive my own 2010 Ford Fusion and I love it to death. Currently I attend Southwestern Illinois College in Belleville and Redbud, majoring in nursing. I am currently working two jobs, one at the Columbia Convalescence Center in Columbia, Illinois and the other at Senior Helpers in Sunset Hills, Missouri both doing C.N.A. work. I plan on attending Southern Illinois University Edwardsville to peruse my education as an R.N. After becoming an R.N. I want to further my education and be...