I have had so much heartbreak and grief. I am completing my journey. I have been just been wanting to be loved me whole life. I am fully capable of having my way. I am being practical about something, I just want to have what I want in my life. I am going to let him go. There is nothing that he wants from me. I am moving forward and growing. I want him to change but I don't think he will. Should I move on? I miss him so much. He was my best friend. I had to do what I had to do. I couldn't put up with the games anymore. Oh well, nothing I can do about what happened.